In The End...!!

Not that long ago I changed my personal message for my msn name to harbored emotions are there no less but in the end is it worth the whole mess. So many people asked me what it truly meant and I haven't told anyone but now considering people are always talking about relationships and such and not long ago my ex boyfriend came over to my place to try to get me to go back out with him I realized how much emotions seem to take over the way you act. Harbored emotions are emotions that you keep bottled up inside and never let out. Those kind of emotions I find speak the most when faced with certain things such as the person those feelings are reflected on, talking about the person that those feelings are reflected on and mostly even just thinking about those feelings; makes you want to either scream out loud how you feel or wish that you could let them out without making your a fool of yourself and such. Technically you could let those emotions out but you never know the outcome of it. It's hard to keep emotions in but it's harder to let them out. It doesn't matter really of the age because when you fall for someone, it's hard to let them know. We become friends with people we like but always have to choose wether to risk an amazing friendship for something that might or might not work. Even though you think you get over the person, there is still always something there and in the end it's up to you to choose between regret from not trying or the pain of rejection?...