More Than One Best Friend!!

It has been said that you can't have more than one best friend because it breaks the rule of trust. But unfortunately, I don't care so much for that saying because I have four best friends well of course i have more friends but these four are just closer to me. Each one of my friends mean so much to me in a different way and we share that friendship in differents ways. Everytime I think about just one of their names, things we've done in the past all come rushing back to me. That's how i know that I truly care for them because I can't seem to forget one little detail about our friendship.
Tanya: Tanya has been my best friend since we were born. We've had our ups and downs but I know that she is always there for me when I need her. We've never been able to stay mad at each other for more than 2 hours except for once not that long ago a boyfriend of hers got in the way of our friendship. The reason she's my best friend is not for the fact that I can tell her everything because I CAN'T tell her EVERYTHING but it's because we share so much together that no matter what, I will always be there for her and I know she'll be there for me!
Patrique: Pat and I never really talked much in our younger years but for several years now, we've been getting pretty close as friends. I trust him so much with all my secrets and such that I'm able to tell him everything. He was the one that was there for me when I truly needed a friend the most and I know that I consider him as a close friend because when I saw that he was hurting and in pain, it tore me up inside. We have so many memories from the years that we've truly been friends that it makes up for the years that we just knew each other. But as I consider him a really good friend because he's the only person I can tell all my problems, secrets, etc... to. i really appreciate him being one of my friends...
Natalie: Natalie and I in grade school, we  were the worst of ennemies ever! We hated each others guts. But now since we've been in high school, we became super close! She's my friend that I can bitch to! Whenever the other person has a situation that pisses them off, we talk to each other about it because we have that thing between us where if we bitch about something to each other we feel better. It's a weird friendship but hey it works!! I care for her to though because I was hurt when she was mad at me for telling everything to Patrique instead of her but she ended up understanding in the end!
Megan: Megan and I have been friends since we were very little. I was 2 years old when we met in our very first dance class and ever since we've been BFFLAB(best friends for life and beyond) plus she lived in the same apartment building and then when I moved she ended up moving on the same street as me. It was awesome we were inseparable. But unfortunately, she moved away to haliburton and we haven't been as close as before. Whenever she comes down though, we have fun. But I just wished she didn't have to leave. I miss her so much but she's still my bfflab. 
Those four are my closest friends and I know that going away to school and such next year will seperate us but I will work my best to keep in touch as long as I can!! Plus now with the internet hopefully it will be easier to keep them as friends then when my mom went to college.

Too Much!!

Grade 12! The last year before you start your own life! Meaning this is the year you make all your decisions for what you want to do in the future. But the main thing is our GRADES!!! Our grades are a crucial factor in wether we get accepted to college/university or not! This year especially we need to keep our grades up because many course don't want to accept students with less then a 69 percent. For the four classes each semester it gets to be a lot of stress because we get so much homework and projects and tests that we lose track of what's due when and then we tend to leave stuff for the last possible minute. Hense the stress which leads to failure due top the fact that your grades get pretty bad. With all the homework and projects I`ve done since the beginning of the year, I've handed in approximately 7 of them in late because so many other projects were due around the same time. I'm starting to learn how to cope with the work overload by doing my work slowly and not staying up until 3 o'clock in the morning on a school night. But is it enough, i really don't know! Not quite yet anyways. All I know is that grade 12 comes with a lot of stress so it's better to prepare yourselves in the earlier grades by studying and such because once you hit grade 12, if you slacked off all the other years, you'll notice that your grades matter and in order to get good grades you need to actually do your work!!! 

Life Theory!!

This morning, I was asked by this lady what my intake on life was, meaning what I thought life was like. I find that, that is an amazing question because it makes you think about the things you've done in life and the things you have or the people you have in your life. Because I wasn't into giving any details, I told her my theory on what I think life is truly like. My theory of life is, that life is like a tree we grow older and stronger within time but as we do, we come across many decision that we need to make and many time we can't decide, and there are no right or wrong decisions, there is just your decision and if it ends up not working out you can't always let go and go back. Now the tree comes into context because a tree grows older and stronger and branches off in many directions. I grew up believing this because I find it to be true. I don't know if anyone else thinks the same but when I was younger I came up with this theory and now that I'm somewhat older, I truly believe it due to all my past problems, relationships, friendships, etc. But as I let the past fall, I go back and let the present flourish, and the future be because the present is what matters most because at any moment, you can fall and break down, because the past is never left undone and sometimes, things can just come and spring up on you.

FEAR FEST!!

Canada's Wonderland is an amazing theme park. It has so many rides and attractions that makes it worth the amount you pay to get in. But every October, they have what they call Fear Fest! Fear fest in other words is halloween haunt! The workers dress up all scary and walk around scaring people or they're in mazes that you can go in and be extremely scared! Fear fest is amazing! I went on saturday with my sister, her boyfriend, and my friend although I didn't stay around with my sister and her boyfriend because me friend and I wanted to enjoy the mazes. The only thing that sucks about Canada's Wonderland is the crazy line ups for rides and especially the mazes! For the 4 hours we were there, we only had enough time to see 4 mazes and we didn't get to go on any rides! But it was okay because I usually, rarely get scared but as soon as we got into our first maze it was super scared because I wasn't paying attention and BAM someone pops out of nowhere! I'm just glad it didn't really rain because the first time I ever went to fear fest, it rained non-stop and I got a really bad cold. But now this time was better, I was able to enjoy it more. If anyone ever has the chance to go to fear fest, I strongly suggest you do but if you want to be able to do more, then go on a friday because less people go. Saturday though, the park is jammed pack!

SAW VI Follow Up!!

So Friday I went to the movies to go and see Saw V! and boys!, was it ever packed! I went 40 minutes earlier because I knew that there would be somewhat of a line but I never expected it to take me a half hour just to buy my ticket! Of course not everyone was there to go and see saw! After I got my ticket I didn't get anything to drink because the concession stand line was ridiculous! I just went right to the theatre to find a seat. The movie started 15 minutes later because of the ticket sales. But once it started I was so intrigued, Watching saw on the big screen was way better then a little TV. I really enjoyed this movie because it wasn't as predictable as the other ones. I couldn't believe the turn out of this movie. Now usually I would go in detail and tell you about the movie but you should definitely go and see it for yourself! If I was ever in a situation like so where I would lets say cut off the most weight in body parts to survive, I don't think i would be able to, not my arm, not my stomach, no I wouldn't be able to. But Saw VI is most definitely my favorite of them all!!! For now of course because rumor has it that the SAW saga is going up to 8 movies in total! Can't wait! Although I'm also hoping that with the amount of Saw movies already out, that with the other to coming out sometime soon, that they get better and not lamer.

SAW VI!!

For about a month now, I've been eager to go and see Saw VI! After i saw the first Saw movie in 2004, I fell in love with the movie! It's so disturbing and gross that it makes it interesting. I love every single one of the Saw movies, each one has it's own unique touch. So far my favorite one is the 5th because it made me curl up in a ball. On friday I'm going to see it, if it's not sold out. I just can't wait it looks so good but this is going to be the first saw movie I watch at the theatres!

Long Distance Relationships!!

Okay so my school has leadership camps everyone once in a while and I enjoy attending these camps. Why you might ask. Well I get to meet other kids from the french schools in our district and usually I tend to hang out with them afterwards. I`ve been texting this really sweet guy for a while and he asked me out. Of course i said no at first because he lives pretty far away and I think he's creepy but sweet and very nice. So this morning i told him yes I would go out with him because were going to be seeing quite a bit of each other considering we made plans to hang out anyways. I'm not saying it's going to last because he does live all the way in Hamilton and I live in Oshawa so most definitely a long commute. My best friend is also going out with someone she met at one of those camps but I'm not er so i don't know how wel mine is going to be but all i can do is hope for the best time together and take it day by day.

Happy Birthday!!

Yesterday was my birthday and it was fun up to the minute I got home! My parents planned on taking me out to East Side Mario's but once we got to the end of my street only to turn onto a busy road, our car went completely DEAD!! So we got out of the car and started pushing!! First of all we were pushing the front end of the car so it's more awkward and secondly we were pushing the car up a hill filled with turns!! What a way to say Happy seventeenth right? It was horrible but once we got home we took my sister's car only to find out on our way there that she has a flat tire! Nothing seems to be working out for us but we still managed to go to East Side Mario's! And East Side's has changed since the last time I was there because they upped their prices and down sized the plates! Plus it tasted really bad! But at least i can now say that I'm SEVENTEEN!!!!!